Today was a fun day… This morning I participated in the color vibe 5k run. Well my family & I walked it but it was still a fun filled morning. Music & different colored chalk everywhere. Kids laughing, fresh air, running, walking, sunshine. It’s all healthy fun. I took the day off from work because who wants to do a 5k then wait tables the rest of the night? Not me.. So as this night creeps forward I realize how little of a life I still live. Now I have met some wonderful people in this city and have built some decent friendships but maybe because it’s Saturday night everyone just seems to be busy except myself. I’m sitting on the patio with a book my coworker gave me forcing myself to get threw… Pictures from today make me feel like I gotta cut back on the pizza cause these thunder thighs are looking hefty. I’m still searching for that motivation I can’t find. Unhappy with my image unhappy with my job yet I’m sure to tell my friends back home that I’ve finally reached a comfortable point. I’m lying to myself more then anything. I am happy and comfortable but we ourselves are the harshest critic but that’s also because we know ourselves better then anyone else. Tomorrows a new day and I can change anything I want to. I’m hoping tomorrow is the day I decide to make that change and commit to it. With recent events my stress level has hit a new high. Long story short my poor Cali girl (my jeep) is in the shop. Hopefully I’ll have news on her by Monday. Ya know, whose to say I’m not just moping around because I’m car less this weekend. HA! That’s probably it…. Just with the events of today I had such a fun beautiful morning and now a lonely night. It’s okay to have alone time to reflect and it gave me inspiration to write but the point of my blog was to be out exploring. Like I said maybe tomorrow is my day where I make a change. After work that is…
Lost in San Antonio 